Sunday, March 18, 2012

Song Sunday - Day 13

So I know I missed yesterday...I ended up going to Manhatten to spend some time with some SASers and we were out late so I didn't get a chance to post anything. It was such a fun time though! I loved getting to see everyone and go out and party it up. It's hard sometimes because I don't often get to see people from SAS so being able to have some time to hang out and chill with people that I really care about is coveted. I love being able to see them and catch up. I was so grateful for the time I got to spend with them and I will definitely talk more about them later this week.

So this week I decided to choose "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World.
I've always loved this song and I feel like it's one of those songs that everyone knows and can relate to in one way or another. It comes up on a few of my Pandora stations and every time it comes on, I can't help but sing along to it.

I think one of the reasons that I like it so much is that it's kind of where I am right now. I'm not really sure what I want to do in the future and I don't want to give up on anything. The other thing is that sometimes it's hard to not feel like you're at your wits end. I like that it says "it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on." I totally believe this. I feel like a lot of times we make ourselves out to be less than we are and feel like we don't belong anywhere. It was funny because I went out to dinner with my brother Dan and his friend Matt tonight and it was a good, relaxed time. I probably could have found other friends to hang out or just stayed home and eaten with my parents when they got back from Vermont, but I didn't really feel like it.  I also liked getting to hang out with them because I can have some interesting and deep conversations with them that I can't often have with some of my own friends. I like this song because it makes me think that even though I'm not totally sure where I belong, I will figure it out at some point.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKsxPW6i3pM&ob=av2n - music video by Jimmy Eat World



Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it’s the middle that counts. You have to remember this when you find yourself at the beginning.

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